Very early this morning, after my boat captain headed to work in Auke Bay, I turned our trusty Subaru the other way on the two lane road we call a highway and drove towards one of the most peaceful places I could think of.
The area's relatively flat landscape means that one can literally walk for miles along a mixture of paved trails, sand and pebble beaches, and silty mud next to the Eagle River.
The beach is abundant in bird life, including migrating Canada geese (seen today), and a variety of sea ducks.
In addition to spawning fish, people have been stranded out on the beach's sandy shoals with surprising regularity, unaware that they are about to become captive to the rising tide that has swallowed their footprints behind them. We've seen them from the highway above, huddled together on a sandy spit waiting to be rescued by the park service. The ocean doesn't joke around.
Sometimes on a sunny summer weekend day, the parking lot is crowded and people are everywhere, though not by Lower 48 standards. Today, on a beautiful, warm, spring Thursday, I was literally the only person around for miles.
I padded towards the ocean until the sand became dark and wet, turning around only because I wore hiking shoes instead of boots. Then, I found a place to sit for a few minutes in a crescent of soft golden sand, basking as the wind danced through my hair and the strong Alaskan sunshine warmed my face.
So why was my morning spent here instead of at work? Because after just over a month of being back in town, I am still in the market for a new job. It's not something I like to brag about, but here it is, the obvious truth. And until last winter I had a really good job for nearly seven years that I quit voluntarily to pursue other things, to take a break, to travel, and to spend time with people I care about. Now I'm trying to get back in the game as planned, but it's not so easy when things don't seem to happen fast enough. It feels like a game of musical chairs. But I am trying to be patient and persistent.
Today begins the official start of the whale-watching tour season for cruise ship passengers stopping in Juneau. It's also been exactly eight years since I first moved up here to be a part of it. In some ways things have changed so much since then it feels like that was a lifetime ago. But when I look out the cerulean waters of Alaska's Inside Passage, the seas churning against a backdrop of the snow-capped Chilkat mountains, I remember what led me here. In those moments I can remember what it felt like to be that hopeful new college graduate who packed up at a moment's notice and took a chance on a summer job and a ferry ride that would change her life.
It hasn't always been easy, but I'm so glad I did.
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